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| xanga entry, holiday edition. =D
so.. it's thanksgiving. im a pretty thankful person, but this is the
time of the year that everyone seems to acknowledge the things we're
given even more. or at all. im pretty sure about a year ago i did a
similar entry.. but here it goes again. and it's probably verry very
similar to last year's. but here's the rundown of everything im
especially thankful for -- from the 'o7 year. and if it's not
mentioned, i probably have a crap memory.. and just.. my bad. so here
goes nothing.
i am thankful for......
--my lolo&lola. juju lived a humble, pure & God-fearing/loving life. i miss you always, ju.
--the fams. it was a trying year.. but we handled, thanks to each other. love yall.
--f<35. forevaa love u guys.. i know u guys have my back & i have yours! thanks for everything.. literally. <3333
--the opportunity to dance again. whatt.. the.. heyyllll... hahah. you
know, the opportunity presented itself in the most random time, but im
glad it came now. i've missed it, but it has gotten waay harder! haha.
i better cherish this time & make the most of it.. cuz i'm still in
shock that i have been given the privelege to dance w/ these people. cg
i <3 you.
--avon walk for breast cancer.
--displaceme. <3
--my 2 first cousins at irvine. you love it when i wake u up at 8am on sundays for church!! whooo yeah =D haha
--my roomies! <3 thanks for putting up with my moodiness. and demands cuz im tired. haha. u love me. and i love yall.
--the arc. and all the goodness it had to offer. (im talking about my
ex-coworkers foo! =P heheh.. i miss working w/ yall.. fo reeals)
--my new internship. =)
--kababayan. great people in there.. i was always MIA, but u still make me feel welcome. thank you. hahah.
--bay/santa cruz trips.
--and someone -- for teaching me a lot about myself/testing my patience/making me =)
--music that keeps me =) oh how i loveeee
--CI/rwood people who i never see anymore. i still miss you.
--rock harbor. for allowing me to accept who am i, and never making me feel like a bad person.. just cared for.
--lastly, for the things on my mind currently -- thank you to my car.
...oh and john legend. for being sexy. thank you
thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks.
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| yes, i was burned, but i call it a lesson learned.
--a. keys
sakit ang puso ko. but it's all good
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| my life just flipped turned upside down.
....WHAAAAAAAT!
im just trying to figure out how to relax in this new crazy life im
livin. it's fun, it's different, it's new.. and i am definitely NOT
comfortable with it quite yet. but hopefully i will be SOON.. and
hopefully i find some time to just chill. with all this...newness.. i
hope im able to forget about the little things that used to bother me.
i used to dance because it helped me figure sh out.. helped me focus. i
pray THAT hasn't changed. it's made my schedule totally different too..
so if i havent talked to u in hella days (to my few readers -- & i
know who u are.. cuz u tell me u read it. hahaha holla), know that i
miss you. TALK TO ME! cause the discomfort im feelin needs to subside..
and you'd probably help me out with that. though i miss being bored,
keeping busy is making me prioritize better (sweeeet!). okay, midterm
in 5 hours.
peace easy <333
games, changes, and fears--where will they go from here?
when will they stop?
i believe that fate has brought us here,
we should be together babe,
but we're not.
i play it off, but i'm dreaming of you.
....(blah blah)
i try to say goodbye and i choke,
try to walk away and i stumble,
though i try to hide it -- it's clear.
my world crumbles when you are not near.
...i miss you.
i seriously did not like this song, until one day during dance class in
hs.. we stretched to it. that was the best stretching i've ever done in my life.
HAHA. anyway, im NOT normally into macy gray, but hit the grand style remix (ju know how i love my remixes). it's dope. =)
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| "I speak of God often in my music, because we all try to achieve a greater understanding." -Talib Kweli
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| hey. =) fall quarter is here and i'm ready to do some damage.. good kind. hah.
I've been up, I've been down
Been looking for some joy to come around
I've been praying for some sunshine
Been looking for a love that I can call mine
See, I've cried for so long now, Im ready for the tears to be gone
So, I'm calling you right now
Cause You said, that I can make it Lord, anyhow
[chorus]
So I'm gonna wait (on You)
Cause I know that You're gonna pull (me through)
I hear You telling me to (be strong)
Cause deliverance is coming and (it wont be long)
The storm will pass (away)
I believe it's gonna be (a brighter day)
I can finally see (the sun)
So, I'm waiting on You till (Thy kingdom come)
This world can be cold and I can feel the hurting in my soul
But the pain, it won't last long
Cause I know it's only here to make me strong
Just take it from me, someday we're gonna be free
Weeping may endure for a night
But the Lord said it's gonna be alright
[chorus 2x]
Jill Scott y'all
(Da da dil din dal dali da di dbop be da di)
[chorus 5x]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
All my people, can you clap your hands if you love Him
Can you clap your hands
Jill Scott, can you clap your hands
New Nation can you clap your hands | | |
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